~Lumniscate

why the hell do i care so much? she cheated on me, she wouldn't give me a chance...always making up BS excuses to justify herself. coward. he jumped straight to you when he couldn't get anything from his previous 'girlfriend'. think you're in love? barely fucking know him. you're so blind. your lack of courage hurt me, but i tried to talk to you, tried to fix things. but you ran, just like you always do. run from true love, run from me. just like everybody does with me: family and friends, they don't give a flying penguin christ. screw it all, you want to treat me like i'm worthless? i gave you EVERY FUCKING THING I HAD. your opinion is what matters to me...treat me like i don't exist. then fuck it, why don't i just make your wish a reality? i despise this life of mine now. i wish i could hate you, but i am madly in love with you. if i can't hate you, i'll hate myself.